Hi there,
It’s been awhile.
There has been SO much that has happened since my last post. I’ve traveled a lot more and met new amazing people. Tried a bunch of new food spots. Can’t really complain there.
Life has been good.
But there have been a few bumps recently.
Both personally and with the people that I love.
You don’t realize how big the world is until you’re on another continent far, far away from your family when they need you the most.
It’s hard to hear my mom over the phone thousands of miles away not being able to cope well with what’s happening. When all I want to do is hug her and tell her that “Everything will be alright.”
Even if the outcome might not be what we would want it to be. It’s just how life goes.
When times get rough, the most important thing is to always think about and look at the positive side.
Don’t blame other things or people for what’s happened.
Don’t dwell on,
“We should’ve done…”
or
“We could’ve done…”
or
“Well maybe…”
No. Stop.
Take a deep breathe. Do it. Come on.
One. Deep. Breathe.
Exhale.
That felt good right?
Yes, the world might seem like it’s crumbling around you but you know what?
You are still here breathing.
Think of all the good times.
Go and hug your loved ones. Lean on each other.
It’s going to be okay.
I might not be able to hug my mom or my sister at the moment but I’m very happy to be able to have my husband by my side in times like these. He doesn’t mind me using his sleeve to wipe my tears and he always listens.
I wanted to fly back to the States as soon as I heard what was happening with my grandpa. I was a mess.
When I calmed myself down and thought about it, I remembered something my grandpa told me the very last time I was able to talk to him.
“I’m glad you are able to see different places around the world. It’s great that you are able to do that. It might not look the same as when I saw it [when he and my grandma went to Europe] but I’m sure it’s just as beautiful.”
So when I was able to go to the beach the one day that the sun was out in the Gold Coast, I thought of how amazing the view was.
I thought about how happy my grandpa would be to know that I’m standing there at the edge of the water taking it all in. At that moment, I felt happy. I knew everything was going to be okay.
I know that when the time comes, even if it hurts, I will be okay.
When I see him next week I will be able to sit with him and talk to him about my trip and how beautiful the different places around the world are. And tell him how grateful I am to have him in my life. For teaching me to appreciate the moments we have and to always seize the day no matter how tough life might get.
We need to remember to let the good times roll, because tomorrow is never certain.


























